Close your eyes

Hitomi wo Tojite
Lyrics: Hirai Ken Music: Hirai Ken

Asa mezameru tabi ni kimi no nuke kara ga yoko nii ru
Nukumori wo kanjita itsumono senaka ga tsumetai

Nigawarai wo yamete omoi KAATEN wo ake you
Mabushi sugiru asahi boku to mainichi no oikakekkoda

Ano hi miseta nakigao namida terasu yuuhi kata no nukumori
Keshi sarouto negau tabi ni kokoro ga karada ga kimi wo oboeteiru

Your love forever
Hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dakede ii
Tatoe kisetsu ga boku no kokoro wo okizari ni shitemo

Itsuka wa kimi no koto nani mo kanji naku naru no kana
Ima no itami daite nemuru houga mada ii kana

Ano hi miteta hoshizora negai kakete futari sagashita hikari wa
Matatakuma ni kieteku no ni kokoro wa karada wa kimi de kagayaiteru

I wish forever
Hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo soreshika deki nai
Tatoe sekai ga boku wo nokoshite sugi sarou toshite mo

Your love forever
Hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dakede ii
Tatoe kisetsu ga boku wo nokoshite iro wo kaeyou tomo

Kioku no naka ni kimi wo sagasu yo sore dakede ii
Nakushita mono wo koeru tsuyosa wo kimi ga kuretakara
Kimi ga kuretakara

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Every morning I’d awake, you naked beside me
I’d feel your warmth, but your back was always cold

Stop smiling so bitterly, open that serious curtain
the morning light is dazzling, but you chase it and me away every day

That one day, you saw me cry, my tears shining in the setting sun
Even if I wish I wouldn’t, my heart, my body, they remember the warmth of your shoulder

Your love forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if my heart
becomes deserted through the changing seasons, this much would do me good

One day, I would no longer be able to feel you here
It’ll be okay if I sleep on my side, hugging the pain inside

That one night, I wished upon a star as we both searched for the light
The twinkle faded, but in my heart, my body, you still shine

I wish forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if the world should
abandon me, this would help me get through it all

Your love forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if my heart
becomes deserted through the changing seasons, this much would do me good

I found you as I searched my memorories, and it’s okay
because you gave me the strength I need to get over the things I lost
That’s what you gave to me

Ken Hirai- Hitomi wo tojite

Sufferings of a Sane Person

It's been quite a while since I posted my last entry. GMAT is in 2 week's time. Full marathon is in less than 8 week's time. That thing is haunting me all the time. Contradictions, that's "opposite of demise". You either live it as it is everyday, or you look forward to something that you really and eagerly look forward to, but things never turn out the way you want them to be. You do good, but bad things always un-do you. They wear you out, they lead you to thoughts of deciisu (decipher this), especially in the heat of a moment. It must have been the thoughts, all the corrupted thoughts. That's why the sgnirffeus (decipher this). What goes around comes around. It's Karma.