Stupid Mistakes!

Today I did an extremely silly mistake which I do not know why I did it.

I was supposed to send the new pricelist to all representatives and to Cc certain people in the email list. However, I sent the pricelist separately to each and individual representatives, and there are a total of 10 of them! OMG! Can you imagine those recipients in the Cc list getting the same email 10 times? I didn't realise it until he called and expressed shock over this! I guess I was just getting too mechanical in everything I do. Actually, while I was doing this, I was wondering to myself: I am just a messenger, why can't he send the new pricelist to all the representatives? This is one of the reasons why I took his email so literally and mechanically. I must admit that I did NOT think through it at all before sending the emails out. Is it because I don't give a shit anymore? Or is it because I thought I was just doing a messenger's job and that's why I could not bother to think about it?

Anyways, this has taught me a lesson. Even if I feel sick and tired of all this, I still need to present myself well and do a good job; no matter how important or unimportant the work is!!!!! I promise myself that I have to put in really good effort to do something. I need to work out a plan of what I want to do, especially with the Singapore Sales office. Jesus Christ! Just can't believe that this is happening to me! It was such a stupid, stupid, stupid mistake! DAMN!