Crying Out Love In The Center of The World MV

世界の中心で、愛をさけぶ

What can I say?

Tiredness

Physical and mental tiredness. They seem to be consuming me for the last many months. Why do some people still feel tired after so much rest? I guess it's because of the burdens that they carry. They bring their worries with them everywhere they go, both conciously or unconsciously. Burdens make one's shoulders feel heavy, they make one's footsteps heavier, they make one's breathing heavier, and they make one's eyelids droop further.

How does one keep a balance between staying lethargic and energetic? I guess one has to stay positive, really positive. But the question is, how does one stay positive? It's all in the mind, I guess. What does one do to stay positive? Does staying or rather, pretending to be happy and positive help? Well, I think it does help to a certain extent. I am not sure, but so far it has helped me quite a fair bit. I can be feeling so lousy when I am on my own. But when I am with people, I revert to my 'reel' self. Just like showing the unreal me to people, so as to prevent people from asking why I am feeling so down. And when I put on a 'brave' front, it helps me forget my real problems....at least temporarily.

Birds of a same Feathers Flock together!

It is really strange how human relationship works. One tends to hang out with people who are of the same kind as oneself. As the saying goes "Birds of a same feathers flock together". Wells, how true this idiom is. Some people think that they are perfect, love to criticize others, and talk behind peoples' back. But they are not aware that by criticizing and gossiping, they are making themselves imperfect. Or rather, they are just as 'bad' as those people whom they criticize. There are people who even rile sarcastic remarks at their 'enemies' on their blogs. Don't these people realise that by doing so, it reflects a lot on themselves? When will they wake up their idea?

There are some who even claim that they are extremely religiously inclined and that they believe in doing good. What is the definition of doing good? By being sarcastic at people? Gossiping all the time? Spending time writing on their blogs about 'copycats' who 'copy' "HER" itinerary? By being selfish? What do you think of a housemate who simply refuses to answer incoming calls because she KNOWS that the calls which are ringing aren't for her? (And you know, she knew jolly well that the calls weren't for her because HER ENTIRE group of friends were with HER!!!) What a bitxx! And there is someone who HIDE YOUR grocery because she thinks that the grocey she hides belongs to one of their mutual friends who just moved out from the apartment. Isn't that a selfish and uncivilised act? There is also someone who GIVES instructions on who should sit in who's car when comes to car pooling. This particular someone also dictates with whom you should share the room with when comes to a tour. Who does she think she is?

When people first know each other, we always take people by face value. Therefore, when there are organised trips, we go together as a group. However, as time goes by, you see peoples' true colors. Sometimes, he is invited for an outing; and sometimes he's not invited. DO YOU KNOW WHY??????? SCROLL down for an answer

Birds of a same feathers flock together
Birds of a same feathers flock together
Birds of a same feathers flock together
Birds of a same feathers flock together
Birds of a same feathers flock together

The answer to my earlier question is: Wells, he is invited BECAUSE the GROUP of birds need MORE people to SHARE the cost of petrol, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc.

So I really wonder. When this group of birds rant how well they have travelled, how rich their travelling experiences have been, lalala, and lalala, have they ever wondered whether all these experiences have made them better people?????? . Gosh:-. In any case, I count myself lucky for not having met such birds yet....

But to you. Poor you.

What you can do is "Treat them as acquaintances".
Do not get upset by their remarks
Do not get upset by their behaviours or actions
Do not get upset by what they write on their blogs
Do not get upset by the expressions on their faces

You will be a much happier person.