SAY YES（Edited Single Ver. with Live） / CHAGE and ASKA

Tokyo, Japan

18th December – Flight to Tokyo

19th December, Wednesday – Touched down. Explored Shinjuku till 1pm. Tried checking in but no room available. Had curry rice for lunch. Finally got into 1704. Showered and slept. Had Freshness Burger and Yoshinoya as take-outs for dinner

20th December, Thursday – Had inagu with rice for lunch. Went to Tokyo Disneyland. It was a disappointment. Had miso-based ramen for dinner @ one of the ramen shops in Shinjuku, which is located near Oakwood. Retired after the dinner.

21st December, Friday – Shopping @ Shibuya the whole day. Can't remember what we had for lunch. Had Ramen for dinner@ Ichiran, the famous Ramen stall located in Shibuya. Instead of the usual Japanese-style eating 'configuraton' whereby everyon eats along side-by-side, customers at this special ramen shop eats in his own 'cubicle'. Very interesting experience.

22nd December,Saturday - Tsukiji fish market. Waited for more than an hour to eat the so-called freshest sushi @ Dawai. Walked to Ginza. Shopped at Uniglo and bought stuff. Rushed back to hotel to meet Ayako. It's been more than 2 years since I last saw her. Ayako brought us to Harujuku. Saw crowds gathering at the stadium and realized that there was a concert going on……it was Chage & Aska performing! Dinner at Wolfgang Puck with Ayako. Nice dinner for 3 @ SGD65. Wow. Farewell to our dear friend who was going to the mountain for snow-boarding.

23rd December, Sunday – Went to Isetan @ Shibuya. Yawn, yawn. Had Go-go curry for lunch. HUGE serving @ 650 and 1000 yen. Subway to Harajuku again. Went to Yoyogi Park and visited a shrine there. Couples getting married and the events were solemn. The highlight of the day was – Of course “Chage & Aska” concert! We love Chage & Aska! Went to Shibuya after the concert. Tokyo Tower at night. Awesome sight. Had chicken wings that were bought from the basement @ Isetan Shibuya for dinner.

24th December,Monday – Christmas Eve. Had the seemed to be famous Er4 Lang3 noodles. It was yucky. Shopped @ Shinjuku. Went to Yasukuni Shrine. Had mochi. They were great. More shopping at Shinjuku. Dinner was soba at one of the shops in Shinjuku. The soba was awesome! It is the best soba that I have ever eaten in my entire life!!!

It was an unforgettable trip. One of my dreams came true in this trip and it was watching Chage & Aska LIVE! The finale was great. They actually sang "Say Yes" during the encore. OMG! Melted.......

25th Dec, departed from Tokyo....sigh

Marathon Results

Rank RaceNr Name Gender Nation TimeGun TimeStart Time7k7 Time21k Time26k75 GunFinish
867 7387 JESSIE F SIN 5:30:11 5:35:09 1:01:48 2:46:56 3:32:53 6:26:56

ChipFinish
6:21:58

Total number of women runners: 1385

Result sucks but at least I completed the 42.195km. But with ample training, I believe I can do much better than this. My aim was to complete my first marathon, which I did. So I am really very happy with myself.

The next marathon will be below 6hours!

Speed of Sound

"Speed Of Sound"

How long before I get in?
Before it starts, before I begin?
How long before you decide?
Before I know what it feels like?
Where To, where do I go?
If you never try, then you'll never know.
How long do I have to climb,
Up on the side of this mountain of mine?

Look up, I look up at night,
Planets are moving at the speed of light.
Climb up, up in the trees,
every chance that you get,
is a chance you seize.
How long am I gonna stand,
with my head stuck under the sand?
I'll start before I can stop,
before I see things the right way up.

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand?

Ideas that you'll never find,
All the inventors could never design.
The buildings that you put up,
Japan and China all lit up.
The sign that I couldn't read,
or a light that I couldn't see,
some things you have to believe,
but others are puzzles, puzzling me.

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand,
ah when you see it then you'll understand?

All those signs, I knew what they meant.
Some things you can invent.
Some get made, and some get sent,
Ooh?
Birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand,
ah, when you see it then you'll understand?

Your Life Story

A bright pessimism
An elated sadness

A cruel kindness
An invisible support

Your life story
Comprises of these elements

Feeling lonely
In a crowded square

You circle, round and round
Will you ever
Reach your destination?

Will you ever
See the
Light at the end of the tunnel?

It's all up to you
Really

Don't need to feel down
It's all up to you

Hell on Earth

Yeah, hell on earth. "Must be positive!", so says Patricia Mok in My Sassy Neighbour. Easier say than done, eh? How to stay positive when one is down with everything? Panick attacks, narcorleptic, OCD, hunch-back, pimples, ezyma,asthma, etc, etc. You name it. One has everything that is associated with the negative aspects of everything about life. Patricia Mok, can you tell me how one can stay positive with one is invaded with so many dreaded diseases? Yeah, these are not life-threatening, and you may say they are no big deals. Terminal illnesses are worse. However, do you expect one to live with all these for the rest of his or her life? Even though he or she happens to live till a ripe old age? Any answers? How does a mentally ill patient live through the rest of her or his life? How does a schizophrenia live for the rest of her or his life? We are not schizos. We are not mentally ill. We do not know what goes through their minds. So who are we to comment? Who are we to exclaim "Must be positive!" They are all bullshits, arent' they?

If wishes came true

Isn't this song awesome? There are so many nice songs in the early 90s and they bring back lots of memories!

If wishes came true
I'd be someone always special in your heart
We'd still be lovers, not apart
If wishes came true

If wishes came true
I'd have white Christmas every year
If wishes came true
I'd be free of worries

If wishes came true
I'd be so perfect
That I do not err
Though to err is human

If wishes came true
The world would be so beautiful
Everyone around me would be so beautiful
That we would be someone special in
Everyone's heart

And
The list goes on......

Sweet Sensation - If Wishes Came True

Winter

Winter's here
And I wonder
Where's Fall?

Fall has slipped me by
Without saying Goodbye

Looking at the November
Night sky
I wonder why

Time has passed me by
Without leaving anything behind

Winter comes,
Winter goes

Then Spring comes,
Spring goes

Year after year,
Round and round
Round and round

Like a
Never Ending Story

Close your eyes

Hitomi wo Tojite
Lyrics: Hirai Ken Music: Hirai Ken

Asa mezameru tabi ni kimi no nuke kara ga yoko nii ru
Nukumori wo kanjita itsumono senaka ga tsumetai

Nigawarai wo yamete omoi KAATEN wo ake you
Mabushi sugiru asahi boku to mainichi no oikakekkoda

Ano hi miseta nakigao namida terasu yuuhi kata no nukumori
Keshi sarouto negau tabi ni kokoro ga karada ga kimi wo oboeteiru

Your love forever
Hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dakede ii
Tatoe kisetsu ga boku no kokoro wo okizari ni shitemo

Itsuka wa kimi no koto nani mo kanji naku naru no kana
Ima no itami daite nemuru houga mada ii kana

Ano hi miteta hoshizora negai kakete futari sagashita hikari wa
Matatakuma ni kieteku no ni kokoro wa karada wa kimi de kagayaiteru

I wish forever
Hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo soreshika deki nai
Tatoe sekai ga boku wo nokoshite sugi sarou toshite mo

Your love forever
Hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dakede ii
Tatoe kisetsu ga boku wo nokoshite iro wo kaeyou tomo

Kioku no naka ni kimi wo sagasu yo sore dakede ii
Nakushita mono wo koeru tsuyosa wo kimi ga kuretakara
Kimi ga kuretakara

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Every morning I’d awake, you naked beside me
I’d feel your warmth, but your back was always cold

Stop smiling so bitterly, open that serious curtain
the morning light is dazzling, but you chase it and me away every day

That one day, you saw me cry, my tears shining in the setting sun
Even if I wish I wouldn’t, my heart, my body, they remember the warmth of your shoulder

Your love forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if my heart
becomes deserted through the changing seasons, this much would do me good

One day, I would no longer be able to feel you here
It’ll be okay if I sleep on my side, hugging the pain inside

That one night, I wished upon a star as we both searched for the light
The twinkle faded, but in my heart, my body, you still shine

I wish forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if the world should
abandon me, this would help me get through it all

Your love forever
Close your eyes, let me paint your picture, even if my heart
becomes deserted through the changing seasons, this much would do me good

I found you as I searched my memorories, and it’s okay
because you gave me the strength I need to get over the things I lost
That’s what you gave to me

Ken Hirai- Hitomi wo tojite

Sufferings of a Sane Person

It's been quite a while since I posted my last entry. GMAT is in 2 week's time. Full marathon is in less than 8 week's time. That thing is haunting me all the time. Contradictions, that's "opposite of demise". You either live it as it is everyday, or you look forward to something that you really and eagerly look forward to, but things never turn out the way you want them to be. You do good, but bad things always un-do you. They wear you out, they lead you to thoughts of deciisu (decipher this), especially in the heat of a moment. It must have been the thoughts, all the corrupted thoughts. That's why the sgnirffeus (decipher this). What goes around comes around. It's Karma.

Perception Vs Reality

Definition of perception in Merriam Webster dictionary

Function: Noun
1a: Result of perceiving, observation 1b: A mental image
3a: Awareness of elements through physical sensation b: physical sensation experienced in the light of experience
4a: A quick, acute, intuition cognition b: A capacity for comprehension

Definition of reality in Merriam Webster dictionary

Function: Noun
1: the quality or state of being real
2a: A real event, entity, or state of affairs

Perception and reality are clearly defined in dictionaries but in 'reality', are they the same? Or are they entirely different?

What we perceive are things that we see around us and how we interpret these things that we have seen. Does perception translate into reality? Hmm... this is debatable, but a good example of perception being different from reality is a slim girl whom people perceive as physically weak (because of her size), but in reality, she is able to do menial physical tasks on her own (at least physical tasks that people in general think that she can't do due to her size!). Hey, this is a real-life example as I am the protagonist of this example!:-)

I recall an ex-boss telling me that perception is reality. How people perceive you is crucial because that is how people in general form conclusion about you, about your capability, your personality, practically everything about you. However, I beg to differ. By doing so, isn't one's judgement's impaired? If one does not know another person entirely, or hardly interacts with the person, what can he conclude about this person? How much can he comment on this person? So is judging a book by its cover the right way to go?

There's no doubt that 1st impression lasts, especially in job interviews. But it's still a person's overall 'intelligence' that REALLY last.

Beautiful SF

Beautiful SF skyline
With a
Beautiful Mind
In it

Beautiful SF skyline
Posseses a
Beautiful Heart

Beautiful SF Skyline
Has a
Beautiful beau
Missing

Beautiful SF Skyline
I
Salute You!

Living Life with a good heart

Question: How does one develop the will to do what is good and virtuous?

Answer: This topic is also connected with ways to develop inner strength. Another technique is to investigate, 'What is the meaning of life? What is the meaning of money? What is the meaning of body?' Investigate more; think more. Then, you will develop conviction that all these physical things, as well as your life, have an end. There is a point at which they give you sadness. Money, wealth, or fame - if you think deeply - ultimately do not afford permanent happiness and thus are not worthy of being sought as the final object of attainment.

Nirvana may be the final object of attainment, but at the moment, it is difficult to reach. Thus, the practical and realistic aim is compassion, a warm heart, serving other people, helping others, respecting others, being less selfish. By practising these, you can gain benefit and happiness that remain longer. If you investigate the purpose of life and, with the motivation that results from this inquiry, develop a good heart, compassion and love - using your whole life this way, then each day will become useful and meaningful. I think that this is the main method to develop will.
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This is a teaching excerpt from the Dalai Lama at Harvard.

I can't agree more on the above answer. But sometimes I just ponder over how to handle people who are selfish towards me? People who are nasty towards me? People who say hurtful things about my loved ones? People who are not nice in general? People who are fake and pretend to be nice towards you? Still searching for an answer......I guess I still have a long way to go.....

Judy Collins - Both Sides Now

Vanessa Williams

Saving the Best for Last

The Sweetest Day

One day when I pass on,
I pray that this song will play on

The Sweetest Day
What does it encompass?

The Sweetest Day
It's also the Happiest Day

The Sweetest Day
It's also the most memorable Day

How many Sweetest Days does one have in his entire life?
Just one? two? or more?

What matters most
Is that
This Sweetest Day
Is forever
Buried deep inside
Deep within
The abyss
of
My Heart
My Memory

"You and I, in this moment
Holding the night so close
Hanging on, still unbroken
While outside the thunder rolls

Listen now, you can hear our heartbeat
Warm against lifes bitter cold
These are the days
The sweetest days we'll know

There are times that scare me
Were rattle the house like a wind
Both of ours so unbending
We battle the fear within

All the while, life is rushing by us
Hold it now and dont let go
These are the days
The sweetest days we'll know

So well whisper a dream here in the darkness
Watching the stars till theyre gone
And then even the memories have all faded away
These days go on and on

Listen now, you can hear our heartbeat
Hold me now and dont let go
These are the days
Every day is the sweetest day we'll know

These are the days
The sweetest days we'll know"

Nothingness

Nothing is synonymous with vacuum, which is more profound than emptiness.
Doing nothing is synonymous with valueless, which is worse than suffering.
This explains why humans need to do something to keep themselves going.
I personally experienced this myself.

When I was holidaying in Hanoi 2 weeks ago, I did nothing during my free time. I merely watched TV, brainless TV programmes. After that short break, I found my brain not working as well as it should be. I suddenly realised that I had forgotten quite a few words that I had learnt in the last couple of weeks. It really makes me shudder, will I pass my GMAT? I guess I better start looking through the questions and studying them seriously!

Word of the day from M-W : Chiliad (pronounced as kill-leead)

group of 1000

What's the difference between a chiliad and a millennium? Not much: both words refer to a period of 1000 years. While "millennium" is more widely used, "chiliad" is actually older. It first appeared in 1598 and was originally used to mean "a group of 1000," as in "a chiliad of errors." "Millennium" didn't make its way into written English until the 1630s. Not surprisingly, both words trace back to roots that mean "thousand." "Millenium" comes from the Latin "mille," and "chiliad" is a descendent of the Greek "chilioi."

The Truth of Impermanence

There is a tendency for human beings to visualise the truth of impermanence in terms of death and decay only. We tend to relate this truth only in the negative aspect. We tend to forget the flip side of the coin. The rain comes after sunshine, but sunshine also comes after the rain! Impermanence means "constant change" of all phenomena. This truth is neutral. It is what makes possible the transforming of bad situations for the better (and vice versa). Impermanance can therefore, offer hopes!

Everything arises and passes on
When you see this,
You are away from sorrow

- Dhammapada

Everything above refers to all things and situations both bad and good. When in suffering, know that "This too, shall pass." Take it easy and be realistically hopeful for a change for the better. When in joy (of the worldly), know that, "This too, shall pass." Treasure it, but don't be attached. Transcend it if you can, transform it into unconditioned happiness. Seeing impermanence is not to make us free from sorrow through glum freezing up of our hearts. It makes us more true and authentically alive to the flux of all things great and small!

JY Salon

Hate going to salons that overcharge and do not provide professional hair cuts. Yes, customer service may be good, but think about it. What's their objective of chatting up with customers and being friendly with customers? There are hair salons out there, particularly a famous one here, which sells packages at something like S$988 and S$1355 for 5 or 8 visits respectively. Why the hard selling? Take note, owner of this chain of salons, if your guys keep 'pestering' customers to buy packages, there won't be regular customers coming back to your salon. Main reason is because these customers do not want to be harassed or coerced into buying packages.Get it?

I paid more than S$250 and yet I am greatly dissatisfied with the hair cut given to me. I am not sure if their quality of silk rebonding is good, coz I am only into my 2nd day. I remember, sometime this time last year, I went to a salon with a Japanese name, that was my 2nd time to the salon. My 1st experience in that salon was generally good. The haircut was done by a guy, and he was pretty professional and he did a pretty good job. However, my 2nd experience there was disastrous. The cut was done by a lady and the impression that she gave me right from the beginning was bad. REAL BAD. She didn't seem to have a passion for cutting someone else's hair. She was like going through the motion of hair cutting and the end result? It was disastrous. From then onwards, I swore not go to into that salon anymore. Never. Ever.

And guess what? Yesterday, I wanted to give another salon chain a try, so I went to its branch in Tampines. The experience in the salon was generally good. However, I dislike the look that was given to me. I dislike the fact that the lady at the counter kept persuading me to buy the stupid package. She didn't give me GOOD reasons why I should buy. What they said is "Oh, it's worth buying". Give me a break.

In any case, I just wanna say to the owner of this salon (btw, I don't want to mention the name upfront, but you should know who you are). I will never, ever step into any of your salons again. If friends were to ask me about your salaon, I will tell them frankly about the "pressure" that I experienced, though I have to admit that it was not great. However, for people who are not resistant to such pressure-selling, I bet they could have pressured into buying the packages.

So, please. When a customer says 'NO' to your offer the 1st time. Do not keep pressurizing them into buying packages that only your own hairdressers think its worth buying. It was damn obvious to me that the package has no benefits to customers, but who makes money at the end of the day??????????? YOU know the answer.

Crying Out Love In The Center of The World MV

世界の中心で、愛をさけぶ

What can I say?

Tiredness

Physical and mental tiredness. They seem to be consuming me for the last many months. Why do some people still feel tired after so much rest? I guess it's because of the burdens that they carry. They bring their worries with them everywhere they go, both conciously or unconsciously. Burdens make one's shoulders feel heavy, they make one's footsteps heavier, they make one's breathing heavier, and they make one's eyelids droop further.

How does one keep a balance between staying lethargic and energetic? I guess one has to stay positive, really positive. But the question is, how does one stay positive? It's all in the mind, I guess. What does one do to stay positive? Does staying or rather, pretending to be happy and positive help? Well, I think it does help to a certain extent. I am not sure, but so far it has helped me quite a fair bit. I can be feeling so lousy when I am on my own. But when I am with people, I revert to my 'reel' self. Just like showing the unreal me to people, so as to prevent people from asking why I am feeling so down. And when I put on a 'brave' front, it helps me forget my real problems....at least temporarily.

Birds of a same Feathers Flock together!

It is really strange how human relationship works. One tends to hang out with people who are of the same kind as oneself. As the saying goes "Birds of a same feathers flock together". Wells, how true this idiom is. Some people think that they are perfect, love to criticize others, and talk behind peoples' back. But they are not aware that by criticizing and gossiping, they are making themselves imperfect. Or rather, they are just as 'bad' as those people whom they criticize. There are people who even rile sarcastic remarks at their 'enemies' on their blogs. Don't these people realise that by doing so, it reflects a lot on themselves? When will they wake up their idea?

There are some who even claim that they are extremely religiously inclined and that they believe in doing good. What is the definition of doing good? By being sarcastic at people? Gossiping all the time? Spending time writing on their blogs about 'copycats' who 'copy' "HER" itinerary? By being selfish? What do you think of a housemate who simply refuses to answer incoming calls because she KNOWS that the calls which are ringing aren't for her? (And you know, she knew jolly well that the calls weren't for her because HER ENTIRE group of friends were with HER!!!) What a bitxx! And there is someone who HIDE YOUR grocery because she thinks that the grocey she hides belongs to one of their mutual friends who just moved out from the apartment. Isn't that a selfish and uncivilised act? There is also someone who GIVES instructions on who should sit in who's car when comes to car pooling. This particular someone also dictates with whom you should share the room with when comes to a tour. Who does she think she is?

When people first know each other, we always take people by face value. Therefore, when there are organised trips, we go together as a group. However, as time goes by, you see peoples' true colors. Sometimes, he is invited for an outing; and sometimes he's not invited. DO YOU KNOW WHY??????? SCROLL down for an answer

Birds of a same feathers flock together
Birds of a same feathers flock together
Birds of a same feathers flock together
Birds of a same feathers flock together
Birds of a same feathers flock together

The answer to my earlier question is: Wells, he is invited BECAUSE the GROUP of birds need MORE people to SHARE the cost of petrol, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc.

So I really wonder. When this group of birds rant how well they have travelled, how rich their travelling experiences have been, lalala, and lalala, have they ever wondered whether all these experiences have made them better people?????? . Gosh:-. In any case, I count myself lucky for not having met such birds yet....

But to you. Poor you.

What you can do is "Treat them as acquaintances".
Do not get upset by their remarks
Do not get upset by their behaviours or actions
Do not get upset by what they write on their blogs
Do not get upset by the expressions on their faces

You will be a much happier person.

Dinners

Attended the company's 10th anniversary D&D last night. Pretty well-organised considering the fact that they took less than a month to make preparations. Food was pretty good, there were sufficient entertainment to keep our moods elevated. The not-so-fun part was that no one really dressed up. Some guys were in t-shirts and jeans, and some gals were in jeans as well. Most gals wore black dresses, mostly spaghetti straps....so it was pretty boring. I didn't bother to dress up too. Wore the cheap polka dotted purple dress from H&M with the cole hann platfom shoes.:-) Actually, I thought it would be real fun if people could dress up....

Susie Wong performance was pretty fun, best part was that she engaged the participation of 2 of the guys from the company. With the 2 guys and Susie Wong clowning around, it made the room filled with lots of laughter.

Climax of this D&D? Hmm......guess there was none. BUT, I already had a BIG surprise before before the dinner started. One of my colleagues' hubby used to be my boss (though only for less than 1 month) in one of the previous companies! What a small world it is!

Gotta get up early this morning to go hiking. Hope everything goes well and hope I will enjoy the hike.

Doing Personal Stuff in Office

As mature working adults, we know that it is against company's policy to use company's PC to do our personal stuff. For egs, surfing info for our personal use, or chatting on the MSN....LET ALONE posting some stupid pics on the MSN (that's being used in the office).

There are so many retards out there and some retards are still insisting that they are brilliant. So what if it's a fucking art piece? So what? If the pic was offensive, would you still show the pic in ya msn? (ESPECIALLY using the company's computer!) My eyes couldn't be playing tricks on me. The moment I saw that pic, I found it grossly offensive. Mickey Mouse? My arse.

The retard really spoils my day. Anyways, I hope this retard is smart enough to DELETE all the personal pictures that are saved in the company's computer.

Clouds

Have been in love with clouds for as long as I remember. Especially cumulus clouds, those cotton lookalike clouds. I think my interest in clouds was stimulated by a Geography teacher in Sec 2. Since then, I have started observing clouds and staring at them (esp in the afternoons) whenever I am free. Used to do that when I was in the uni. Loved to stare at those clouds above me, admire them for their lightness and 'carefree' nature.

On my way home this afternoon, I saw beautiful cumulus clouds admist the bright blue sky. Really enjoyed it so much. Though the sun was high up there and the heat was kindda unbearable, the beautiful background of the cumulus clouds livened my mood and made me feel so good. Right now, as I am typing, I am enjoying my precious afternoon....Hope to continue reading "The Unbearable Lightness of Being", sip my coffee and munch on my favorite black peppered crab puff...Yummy!

Taking leave without any purpose is not so bad afterall. It's so nice to be at home on a quiet weekday afternoon. MF just SMSed me saying that he's bored.....Well, guess I don't feel as bored as he does! This poor man needs to catch up on his sleep as he is always busy with his 2 toddlers at night....and that results in lack of sleep everyday! HaHa!

From http://136067.brightwebsite.com/cloud-types/:-

There are three common main cloud types that form in the different layers of the atmosphere. There is also a fourth common cloud type that forms vertically.

High Layered Clouds that form above 17,000 feet are:

Cirrus: Delicate white strands of ice crystals that often form, what is referred to as “mares tails.”

Cirrostratus: A veil of white cloudiness often covering the entire sky, causing “halos
around the Sun and the moon. This can be an indicator of an approaching storm.

Cirrocumulus: Small white patchy patterns like fish scales and referred to as
“Mackerel skies.”

Mid-layered clouds that form between 6,000 to 17,000 feet are:

Altostratus: Drab gray clouds of water droplets that obscure the view of the Sun and moon. They have the potential to produce rain and snow.

Altocumulus: A darker, larger pattern of patchiness that may produce a shower.

Lower layered clouds that form below 6,000 feet are:

Stratus: A wispy cloud of fog that hangs a few hundred feet above the ground and
often bring drizzle.

Stratocumulus: Dark gray clouds, often covering the entire sky, which do not bring rain.
They form rounded wavelike bands that are broken by blue sky.

Nimbostratus: Low, dark, ragged rain clouds that often bring continuous rain, sleet, or snow.

The fourth common cloud types that form Vertically are:

Cumulus: Large, billowy “cotton balls” of clouds with dark bottoms and bright white tops that can reach 10,000 feet high. May produce brief showers.

Cumulonimbus: Towering thunderheads, dark on the bottom and white anvil-shaped tops that can extend to 50,000 feet. Often produces lightning and heavy precipitation, including hail. Occasionally produces tornadoes.

Table Soccer

It was really funny today when we played table soccer. Me, MF, John, and K. I am so used to playing midfielder and attack but when my role became defence, I really sucked BIG TIME. Every shot that K and J took went into the goal post. K & J are considered very new players. Including this afternoon's game, that was probably their 3rd time 'on the table':-)OMG. We were all laughing till we couldn't play at all!

However, in an earlier game with BK and KL, MF and I won the first game. It seems that my skills has improved:-), though most of the time I am merely 'groping' in the dark. No strategies, no precisioness, nothing.

But it was really fun playing with those guys. We had so much fun and everyone tried their best during the game. I don't know how long we can stay this way. I used to play with Wyman and MF but our dear friend,Wyman has since migrated down under. We miss you, man.

The Purpose of Life

The purpose of meaningful existence -- to discover the wisest way to exist, and to thus exist wisely.You may discover then, that it is the wisest way to be kind to yourself. This may bring you much happiness that you readily 'overflow' the happiness to others by sharing the Wisdom with them on how to live purposefully.

The whole process is the accumulation and perfection of the twin peaks of Compassion and Wisdom. What we want is happiness, and these two qualities are essential for it to be attained.

SF, Yosemite, and Vegas

Chancellor Hotel on Union Square is excellent. The rooms do not have air conditions but it's great for the type of weather in SF, though am not sure if the heat will be unbearable during summer.

What we did in SF:-

Day 1, Sunday - Had lunch at the Cheesecake Factory. Food is moderately good. The chocolate cheesecake is really rich, but our stomachs were not able to take in all of it!
- Window shopping at Nordstrom, and shopping centers and boutiques. Didn't buy any stuff coz Ian said it would be more worth shopping at premium outlets in Vegas. However, bought some shoes at DWS on the 3rd day at SF! Love the shoes there!

Day 2, Monday - Had brunch at a Thai restaurant. Their iced tea taste good but the food is mediocre........well, perhaps you can even say it's substandard. Walked around the city again and took the cable car to the Fisherman's Wharf. Went to Alcatras Island, a place where you only want to visit once....

Day 3, Tuesday - Had brunch at the foodcourt. Korean food...it actually sucked. Walked around the city again and headed towards Chinatown. Nothing spectacular, though SF's chinatown is supposed to be the biggest one in the U.S. However, it seems to be much cleaner as compared with other chinatowns we visited previously. Walked a distance to Coit Towers, to the crookedest street, and thereafter....ALL the WAY to the Golden Gate Bridge. It was a long, long walk but definitely worth it!

Yosemite National Park
Day 4, Wednesday - Took the bus to the railway station, and the train to Merced to catch the bus to the Yosemite National Park. The journey took about 7-8 hours and by the time we reached the national park, it was almost 2.30pm. Checked in to the Curry Camp. Saw a notice pasted on the door of the check-in counter a curry camp. Apparently, and Indian man was lost at the Merced River on 19th May... Wondering if he would ever be found...A pretty boring day, walked around the National Park and viewing Half Dome from far. Had dinner at one of the food courts. Used shared bathroom and it was about 5 minutes walk from our tent. We also kept our food and other stuff with a strong smell in an allocated locker which was near the nearest washrooms. This is to prevent bears, which are extremely sensitive to the smell of food, to 'crash' our tents and eat the food. If it really happens, the camper will have to pay something like US$120 and guess what? The bear will be euthanized.

Day 5, Thursday - Tried hiking the Mirror Lake track but unsuccessful. Managed to get out of the 'lost track' by 11am. Headed towards the Nevada and Vernal Falls. The 4 Australians we met said they took 7-8 hours to complete the hike of both falls, but they took a lot of breaks in between. However, we took 4 hours to complete the hike, but was entirely exhausted after the hike. Was so exhausted that I could not even speak a word.... Total distance covered was about 7 miles or more, I think.

Day 6, Friday - Took the bus down to Merced City. The South African driver was really nice and as we were at the airport real early, we walked to the city which is about 4 miles away from the airport. The driver happened to be driving pass us (in his own car) on our way to the city. He dropped us near the Starbucks in the city and we hanged out in the city till 3pm before walking back to the airport to catch the 430pm flight to Vegas.

Day 6, Friday - Reached Vegas at about 615pm. The flight was extremely bumpy and made me feel like puking. Took the airport bus to the Imperial Palace and had pizza for dinner. Was not impressed with Vegas though there's so much neon lights and big hotels with casinos all around us.

Day 7, Saturday - Had breakfast at McDonalds. Took the bus to Premium Outlet Centers. Shopped almost the whole day before we settled down to have japanese buffet for dinner.

Day 8, Sunday - Took the bus towards North to the Outlet Center, Vegas. All outlets are housed in a building unlike the premium outlets where individual stores are housed individually.

Day 9, Monday - Flight back to SF.

Day 10, Wednesday @ 1.00am - Home Sweet Home!

Sharing

The kindest thing that you can do
Is to be kind to yourself,
That you realise the value of kindness so much,
That you actually share it with everyone else!

Evil

There are no evil people...
The real evil is the ignorance in our minds,
Which makes us think that there are evil people out there,
Which makes us not realise that the real evil,
Is the ignorance in our minds

It is this collective evil within our minds
That manifests as all the various forms of evil we see in our world

Thus it is the collective mental purifcation
That will save the world from evil

Bad Mood

Don't think you have a valid excuse for bad behaviour when you are moody. Don't think you can just say something offensive, followed by, "Sorry, I didn't mean that, I am in a bad mood today." You can't just walk away like that. Do you expect others to simply understand and forgive you --------- again and again, when you do it again and again? We can control our moods. We are our Masters.

Master your Mind, or be
Mastered by your Mind.

O-c-D

"It has been theorized that a miscommunication between the orbital-frontal cortex, the caudate nucleus, and the thalamus may be a factor in the explanation of OCD. The orbitofrontal cortex (OFC) is the first part of the brain to notice whether or not something is amiss. When the OFC notices that something is wrong, it sends an initial “worry signal” to the thalamus. When the thalamus receives this signal, it in turn sends signals back to the OFC to interpret the worrying event. The caudate nucleus lies between the OFC and the thalamus and it prevents the initial worry signal from being sent back to the thalamus after it has already been received. However, it is suggested that in those with OCD, the caudate nucleus does not function properly, and therefore does not prevent this initial signal from recurring. This causes the thalamus to become hyperactive and creates a virtually never-ending loop of worry signals being sent back and forth between the OFC and the thalamus. The OFC responds by increasing anxiety and engaging in compulsive behaviors in an attempt to relieve this apprehension" - Wikipedia

Self Test : http://www.mytherapy.com/demo/
http://www.peaceofmind.com/scholarships.htm

No Cellphones on Plane

WASHINGTON (AP) -- A government agency on Tuesday said it will keep a rule in place that requires cell phones to be turned off during airline flights.

The reasoning behind the decision was technical. But the avalanche of comments the Federal Communications Commission has logged from airline travelers have been nothing short of visceral.

Main Entry: vis·cer·al

1 : felit in or as if in the viscera : DEEP - a visceral conviction
2 : not intellectual : INSTINCTIVE, UNREASONING - visceral drive
3 : dealing with crude or elemental emotions : EARTHY - a visceral novel
4 : of, relating to, or located on or among the viscera : SPLANCHNIC - visceral organs

Aficionado

Learnt a new word today. Well, it's a noun --- aficionados.

From the m-w dictionary.

a person who likes, knows about, and appreciates a usually fervently pursued interest or activity : DEVOTEE

Actually 'learnt' a lot of new words everyday when reading my books. Checked the meaning of each word but tend to forget its meaning now and then, unless I come across the word again. If I don't use these words, I will tend to forget them. So, decided to have a new word whenever I enter an entry. The article I read is that Pizza can possibly be healthy food. Studies have shown that antioxident levels rose by 60% with longer baking time and rose by 82% with higher baking temperatures., depending on the type of wheat flour used and antioxidant tests used. The longer the fermentation time, the higher the antioxidant level. This probably stemmed from the chemical reactions caused by the yeast in the dough that had more time to release the antioxidant component.

However, the article reported that pizza aficionados who might want to cover their crust with pepperoni, cheese, sausage, and ground beef, the health value added will be negated by these things with potential negative health consequences.

Ah-ha! So this is where I learnt the new word "Aficionados"!

9th March

In the middle of the flowing seasons

I suddenly feel the length of the day

Within these busy days

I paint our dreams with you

Put our memories on the winds of March

And the cherry blossoms as they carry on to spring

The over flowing grains of light

Slowly warm the morning

After I let out a big yawn

I was smiling just a little, sitting next to you

I am standing at the entrance to a new world

And what I have realized is that I am not alone

I wonder how strong I have become

Knowing that whenever I close my eyes

You would be there

That’s the way I want to be for you

The dust brought in by the swirling wind

Tangled in the hanging laundry

but before noon the white moon in the skywas so beautiful it astounded me

There are things that will not go well

But when you look to the sky, they seem so small

The sky settles into the cold

And the clouds drift silently

If we can share in the joy

Of waiting for flowers to bloom, that would be happiness

From here on laugh softly beside meI wonder how strong I have become

Knowing that whenever I close my eyes

You would be there

That’s the way I want to be for you

Looking Forward To.....

Guess what? I can't believe that I am looking forward to going to a country which I used to dislike strongly..... It's been 3 and a 1/2 years since I last went there! Will be arriving there at 12plus in the afternoon, after an overnight flight from Bangalore. Guess I'll be god damn tired but who cares? Am gonna put down my lugguage after checking into the hotel, and immerse myself in the HK crowd! Will walk along the familiar Tsim Sha Tsui district, or should I cross over to HK island first? Hmm... I think I will cross over to HK island first, take the MTR to Central and walk through HK Park to Pacific Place! And from there, I will take the MTR to North Point, where I used to live.....haha! Will 'tour' around the familiar street and then take a tram to Taikoo shin. HeHe...are you jealous? Thereafter, will take the MTR to Tsim Sha Tsui and start my shopping till night time. I don't care how tired I am gonna be, but am going to those places that I used to go! Damn, how I wish I had more time!

Hey! Here I come!

Why

Why is misery always finding me?
Why is suffering always following me?

Why is happiness always eluding me?
Why is pleasure always avoiding me?

What have I done wrong?
What have I done wrong?

Do I deserve this?
Do I not deserve any happiness?

Why does God deprive me of simple happiness?
Why does God deprive me of simple pleasure?

Why does God deprive me of beautiful mornings?
Why does God deprive me of peaceful nights?

When will I ever get a chance to be truly happy?
Or
Will I not get any chance to be happy at all?

O God!
Please do not rob me of my happiness
O God!
I just want simple pleasure
I just want simple happiness
Please grant me that
Even if it's not for eternity

Moonlighting

What can I do to supplement my income? Hmm...... Following is the list...

1. Private tuition
2. Weekend mobile carts
3. Sell stuff on the net
4. Part-time waitering
5. Set up a hedge fund
6. Play with shares!
7. Sell insurance?????

Sigh......

Reminiscence

Missing my school days so much, especially my secondary and uni days. How time flies. Those were the days that I guess I was truly happy? Life sucks. There are so many things that one has to do in order to achieve true happiness. Is it that difficult? I do not know.

Perhaps I am reliving too much of my past, I just refuse to let go those happier times. Why? I guess a person only relives his or her past if he or she is unhappy. Memories is a by-product of unhappiness, remember?

I feel so bored. So bored that I forced myself to take an afternoon nap just now. What kind of life is this? I just refused to continue reading my book, refused to go running, refused to do anything. Anything at all.

It's probably time that I need to find something to do, but I do not know what I should do.

After a Long Day's work........

Tired of hearing complaints. Can't human beings be more optimistic? I don't want to be the main recipient of complaints all my life. So, for God's sake, please spare me this agony. After a day's work, one usually wants to do something peaceful, like reading a book, watching some TV programmes, etc. I really do not want to be bothered with things like "What do you think of this?", "How do you interpret this?", "Help me with this and that"....... Honestly, I wouldn't mind doing this or lending a listening hear if I am not tired, but imagine reaching office at 730am and start working all the way till 630pm. Won't you be tired, both emotionally and physically? I just don't want to think, or to be bombarded with all sorts of unimportant questions. So, please.

Someone in the office always loves to complain, so much so that I try to avoid talking to him. Every single leisure conversation with him will somehow lead to a complain session. I am really really sick of it. I guess though some people 'deserved' to be complained, there must be some compliments that they deserve, right? So if you are someone who complains a lot, please think twice. Reason is that as human beings, we are not just made to listen to complaints, but our brains also need to process something nice. If you hear complaints or negative things all the time, what will happen to the recipient? How will the recipient react towards such daily complaints? Simple. Like what I have done towards this person in the office, I simply avoid talking to him, esp during working hours. He seems to get the message, and he doesn't come to my desk to chat anymore. However, we still have lunch as a group everyday. In this way, I can still keep him as a nice working co-worker, and at the same time, I do not have to receive his complaints everyday!

But, what if you have to deal with some one who complains a lot and who is closer to you? I guess I just have to ignore!

Why

Human beings are a weird lot, aren't we? I always hear people complaining about others (well, including myself) but have we ever thought if we ourselves may be at fault too? Imagine this, if we are always complaining about others, I bet others are complaining about us too. This morning, I overheard some colleagues gathered together and were complaining about some people. Not that they were at fault but I was thinking to myself, probably those people whom they were complaining about might be gossiping among themselves too!

And there are people who are great pretenders. Somehow they seem to be able to portray themselves as so noble, so innocent and are such great human beings. However, their actions don't seem to be consistent with their words! My God! What in the world are these people thinking about? I simply can't understand how one's actions can't seem to gel with one's words! How do they manage to do it? Am searching for an answer......

Someone wrote in her blog that certain people help others in order to make themselves look gracious. Gosh, I never thought about that in my entire life! If you wanna help, you will help. Why would someone help others to make themselves look good? Do most people do that? Who the hell has so much time and energy to spare in order help others so as to make themselves look gracious?? If you agree with Abraham Maslow, having met their basic nees, human beings will pursue other higher needs---> Esteem and Self-actualization. Well, I guess this theory is too general, because not everyone will satsify their needs based on this hierarchy. It also depends on the individual's character, either innate or nurtured.

You see, a person who does not know me at all and who reads my entries may think that I am a 'good' person. But who knows? Perhaps I am just one of those great pretenders? HaHa....

What more can I say!

Konayuki

粉雪
作詞: 藤巻亮太 作曲: レミオロメン

粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い

人混みに紛れても同じ空見てるのに

風に吹かれて似たように凍えるのに

僕は君の全てなど知ってはいないだろう

それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ

根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ

些細な言い合いもなくて

同じ時間を生きてなどいけない

素直になれないなら

喜びも悲しみも虚しいだけ

粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら

二人の孤独を分け合う事ができたのかい

僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて

その声のする方へすっと深くまで

下りてゆきたいそこでもう一度会おう

分かり合いたいなんて

上辺を撫でていたのは僕の方

君のかじかんだ手も握りしめる

ことだけで繋がってたのに

粉雪ねえ永遠を前にあまりに脆くざらつく

アスファルトの上シミになってゆくよ

粉雪ねえ時に頼りなく心は揺れる

それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい

粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら

二人の孤独を包んで空にかえすから

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide

Suicidal ideation
Suicidal ideation is defined as considering or fantasizing about taking one’s life. Ideation may range from vague or unformed urges to meticulously detailed plans and posthumous instructions

From Wikipedia

CNY

CNY is not as exciting as it used to be. Guess I am getting old.....no more excitement of receiving red packets, no more excitement of visits from relatives, no more excitement of TV programmes....nothing. These excitements have faded into obscurity over the last many years. I don't even remember when was the last time I got so excited over CNY?

What do I look forward in life? Good food? Nope, it's not the answer for me. Good career with a reasonably good salary? Nope. A quiet life with no major setbacks? Yes.....probably. A real family? Yes....maybe. Peace and happiness for my family and all my loved ones? Yes, an absolute YES!

What do I want to acheive in the next 5 years and more years to come?

1. A healthy family
2. An apt (small one is good enough)
3. Physical Health
4. Physical Health
5. Spiritual Health, Spiritual, Spiritual
6. Peaceful life
7. Peaceful life
8. Peaceful life
9. and therefore, happiness
10. And therefore, Happiness

Leisure

The following are the books that I want to finish reading within the next 2 months:-

1. Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
2. Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
3. Hunger by Elise Blackwell

I also vow to run at least 5km 3 times a week, no excuses should be given.

I also need to actively find jobs in that country. Otherwise, I will have to find a uni to do an MBA. It doesn't matter if I don't do my MBA. Doesn't matter at all. If I can work there, even if it's hard work, it's ok with me.

Countries

Saw someone posted on her blog the list of countries that she has visited. Well, mine's below...

1. Most parts of Malaysia (Several times)
2. Eastern Malaysia, Sabah (only once....:-( )
3. Jakarta, Bintan, Batam, Indonesia (Several times)
4. Manila, Philippines (Several times)
5. Hanoi, HoiAn, HoChi Min, Vietnam (Several times, except HoiAn. Beautiful place!)
6. Most of the Eastern parts of Australia (Twice)
7. Hobart, Launcestor (not sure if I have spelled correctly), Tasmania, Australia (Once, wanna visit again!)
8. Guangdong, Yunnan, Beijing, Sichuan, Urumqi,Shenzhen........China (Several times to Beijing. The rest of the cities, once! Wanna go Shanghai! Wait for me!)
9. Kyoto, Osaka, Japan (Once, will visit again!)
10. Seoul, S. Korea (Once. Free trip to Seoul? Thanks, but no thanks!)
11. London, UK (A couple of times. Still love London)
12. Kiruna, Stockholm, Sweden (Once. Unforgettable experience, but no value for money. Once is good enough)
12. Copenhagen, Denmark (Nice, wanna go again)
13. New York, U.S.A (Haha, does it include all many other cities that I transit??????)
14. Fredericton, Toronto, Canada (No more Fredericton. No more Toronto! Unless I can work in Toronto)
15. Chennai, Delhi, India (Once)
16. Kathmandu, Biratnaga, Nepal (Many times, but will never get tired going there! It's heavenly!)
17. Dhaka, Chittagong, Bangladesh (Dhaka- A city that I visited most, after KL.)
18. Colombo, Sri Lanka (Several times, not a bad place)
19. Hong Kong (Hmmm.....ok, lots of memories there, would like to visit again to relive those nice memories....)
20. Taipei, Taiwan (Err....ok)
21. Macau (Nice, wanna go again)
22. Munich, Germany (Hmm....guess London is a nicer place..err..in my personal opinion)
23. Bangkok, ChiangMai, Thailand (A couple of times)
24. Zurich, Switzerland (Once)
25. Karachi, Islamabad, Pakistan (A couple of times)

Hmm....my next dream destinations are, in order of priority:-

1. Indy!!!!!!!!, Chicago!!!!!!!
2. New Zealand (have not done any research which part of NZ to go. But guess visiting the Lord of the Rings sites would be nice.....)
2. St. PEtersburg, Russia
3. Hokkaido, Japan

And the list of countries that my loved one (you know who you are) have been to are:-

1. Fredericton, Toronto, Canada
2. Indy, Chicago, California, NY, U.S.A
3. Cancun, Mexico
4. London, UK
5. Paris, France
6. Italy (which cities?)
7. KL, other states of Malaysia
8. Kathmandu, Nepal
9. Beijing, Shenzhen, China
10. Hong Kong
11. Macau
12. Kiruna, Stockholm, Sweden
13. Copenhagan, Denmark
14. Germany (Which city?)
15. Tokyo, Japan
16. Bintan, Indonesia
17, Bangkok, Phuket, Thailand