Why

Why is misery always finding me?
Why is suffering always following me?

Why is happiness always eluding me?
Why is pleasure always avoiding me?

What have I done wrong?
What have I done wrong?

Do I deserve this?
Do I not deserve any happiness?

Why does God deprive me of simple happiness?
Why does God deprive me of simple pleasure?

Why does God deprive me of beautiful mornings?
Why does God deprive me of peaceful nights?

When will I ever get a chance to be truly happy?
Or
Will I not get any chance to be happy at all?

O God!
Please do not rob me of my happiness
O God!
I just want simple pleasure
I just want simple happiness
Please grant me that
Even if it's not for eternity